I have recently discovered that my laptop files and the blog are secretly reached and read through Police servers spread across the planet. At the same time, all my life actions can become reasons to investigate interlaced events, in a sort of a very irrational way; however, in any case, this yields life disruption. In the end, I would just say that it is just a matter of time and events. But, after a more careful look at it, we can tell that it is like a negatively affected organism. It is a kind of program which is bringing me to the achievement of important objectives, such as complete security and freedom to make my choice by preserving the necessary needs to perform it, like the space and the genuine appreciation of other individuals.
The fact that every my digital or public intervention is monitored, is a reality that now has been widely proven. Therefore, what I really need to do in such a circumstance, should be objecting the regime X and promoting regime Y which is the one established according to law and human reason, so the most widely recognized among the hugest number of people. What am I essentially complaining about?
The answer is as follows: Groups of people belong to the saved ones of the regime X. They are able to surveil other’s people’s belongings and actions according to their legislative domain imposed on human patience presumably after World War II or during the Russian Cold War. The fact that I am writing this piece of sentences and thoughts, right now, has become subject of derision for some Italian commercial channels on the go because I am a monitored person whose life has to be ruined by the interlacement of my actions towards other domains of influence. This will inevitably yield drastic results in real life, which I do not really want to mention. I am desperate under this point of view because in the soil where I live I will never have the chance to gain the freedom necessary to live a life that I normally deserve to live so I will only be devoted to my study path, with a lot of difficulties on the run, minus all the preferred situation which can have their birth during the time I am finishing my studies and trying to accommodate other types of entertainment. This popularity, across various domains, will never leave me out. But the main reason behind that is the fact that this popularity is a prison for me. A prison that does not guarantee the privilege to enjoy what I really deserve in the country where I live. I will repeat that I am very desperate and no one, and I repeat, no one, is able to pull me out of this point.
I suppose this is the kind of the worst nightmare for a human being to live. And I am even forced to behave, as I am not controlling my very primary impulses and vein circulation. When I was writing this post, a police vehicle was standing nearby the place I live. It started to play out the siren sound once I decided to surf the web page of the blog. Indeed it was signed that, above and beyond, the movements made toward this page have been limited or blocked from their due execution. This should be not considered as a licit preventive action by Police, therefore I would amend to Police that I am living a very desperate status under impulse control, according to my view.
It is perfectly comprehensible that this blog post may seem a little bit crude in some of its passages, however, it has to mirror the need to end a potential conflict that may arise from any of my publishing. For example, unless I write something against someone who has been behaving in a good way with me or with other people, there should be no need to counteract a correction of any sort made through lines of plain text. Seemingly, it should be welcomed with the right spirit and uncontaminated peacefulness. At the end of everything, I suppose I am just writing a page of diary for communication purposes. And, after been specified several times, I am not trying to gain a certain level of notoriety among people I have never known or met in my life; it is not my duty to put this into action. Whether it happens, it depends on other sources of affiliate publishing, which affiliate is not but is prison-making activity. Why prison-making? Again because the results in real life are fraudulent and negative for my real living purposes, and I am even sorry to talk about my life in this way. So please, according to these things that make precise the explanation, please try not to object or work out innovations in public streaming about what I write here.
This is due to the fact, especially, that such a blog belongs to secret groups of readers and analyzers that have a primary affiliation with Police or Government servers, just to add another name, I am a desperate person because I am living in a crisis which has been built up by, excuse me for the term, infamous third parties, namely readers from Government and Police servers. It is not me that I am earning status or phantomatic roles, there are third-parties evaluators or publishers which are building up my future life and events. I have it recognized on the palm of my hands. Eventually, I only write these words down and I receive what is in the Federal, say, program, rather than to what my own industry has yielded, this is unjust, how can I get my steps back? I hope it is clear to every reader, if any. Intelligently, I should stop writing these posts, because it is useless unless I really want to be sanctioned for clicking with the mouse by Italian Television.
There will never be a way to correct such a problem and to fix it up. So, maybe, that is one of the reasons why I would really love to abandon Tendencies. It is a failure in itself, and it does not bring me the ardor to wing up and reach common objectives. It is the main reason to become the prisoner of the inner and of the outside world, it is a total loss of time. A very useless instrument for achieving purposes. It is actually how the trend works, it is actually how real-life commands. I do not actually see any plausible method to fix the current issue by writing. Perhaps I have put my efforts into writing everything we need to understand, nowadays, to tackle such calamities. And maybe this is the end of Tendencies. Because it is useless.
*I have decided to revise this blog post the morning of the next day of writing it. I maintain that many advantages have come out from outlining the most peculiar features of my past and present issues. This blog has been helpful in establishing a justified and complete organization about what happened in the past and about what has been offered in present consolidations. According to my view, there is still the need for approaching a due style of communication and expression in order to face past-related matters. I should never forget that at a certain point in life I have been directly penalized by an alleged third-party infamous intervention, and that, apparently, sentenced me for life for every action I could ever make or could have ever made. This led to the splitting of mostly two main interests by my side. These interests, by and large, are based on the very creative bilateral distinctions I constantly make through writing between two interpretative regimes, in this case, X and Y. When X will, on its side, be related to the commercial use of my name and personal effects, hence the gain in notoriety and the inherent consequences which do even fall into real-life occasions and events; Y concerns the regime of preferred and non-delinquent lifestyle made up of the normal activities to be carried out during a standard operating day and whatsoever. The role of X, as many time acknowledged, can never be accommodated to the role of Y, unless you want to mesh up, say, sweet and sour, but that is not even the case. Therefore I am induced to suppose that there is still some relevant bound to be dismissed with the X side, along with my studies and advancements in what should be the ‘regime’ all about my preferences. As long as I am, in some obscure or under-the-light way, bounded with the X side, there would be no 100% safety to bear a safe set of scopes on the Y side, which is even complete of the X side attributes, as the least is just an abnormal appendix of the Y. In so saying, the X side can be classified as a special type of illness that has to be cured somehow. One way to solve it will be examining, deeply, all the bounds which may link me to this tedious side X. Again, side X has been plainly and systematically distinguished from bigger and legitimate side Y; and this has been done in many ways across the various posts.
The fact is simple, as long as there is someone physically operating in contraposition with what is done in the first place for common reasons of healing and determining the characteristics of a given issue; there will be fewer and fewer chances to recover from X. Therefore, it can be solved in the way that X regime could be treated as one’s personal pet. Something you are bounded and obligated to take care of, perhaps for the rest of your life. It could be that this is the truth behind it. In conclusion, we have found that, by rendering such a calamity akin to an animal to control and take care of, there would be fewer chances and reasons to worry about its inner or outer manifestations and behavior, thereby contracting them in the most appropriate way according to the situation or the level challenge perceived. There is also to remember that the behavior of the X, sometimes depends on the casualty and the emotive matter impressed in Y’s actions and behavior. After stating that X is a disease, it has to be removed slowly and intelligently, but we should always remember that it has to be withstood with due diligence and consideration. For better reasoning, it should be clear to, say, a market player, that when accessing an X based platform for doing something, the market players’ objectives should be placed inside a neat note pad or rather on a piece of paper; for instance. The risks of being entrapped into a series of X invasion or abuses could be high when exposing to an X based platform like the CNBC program or a famous commercial show on the national tv. That could sensitively put real life into risk. So here is the danger explained: where we talk about the relationship between accessing and enjoying a commercial program on television and the repercussions in real-life attempts to reach common objectives. This is the fruit of the studies I have conducted in the last days, at expenses felt on the palms of my hands. Logically, it could be a danger if transposed in future life. Therefore, this outlining is very useful in order to prevent future life dangerous exposures to CNBC, commercial platforms or the like, which can be able, if not well-managed, to ruin life with extreme and fine ability.
I do not know if that is really the end, but at least some important requirements have been written down in order to be clear for the very next future perspectives. It does not seem anymore that third parties are intervening by injuring some good determination of emotion in order to reach common objectives. So let’s put it this way: I am alone and I have the great power to decide what is best for myself during a given period of time. What is at the reach of my arrow? We can put it this way for example. In fact, if I really believe that the role of commercial platforms and other types of interactions with the X regime could really affect the ongoing participation in common situations; then I should be ready to defend against the real aspects of life which, perhaps, I am forgetting in front of something artificially built and believed. So it would be necessary to make a distinction between real unluck and artificial unluck. Could ever a balancing comparison exist among the two factors? Does the artificial factor exist? In the end, I have just hoped to stay alright with myself without incurring any physical deterioration which would stupidly lead me to fall down in terror and annihilation. Indeed I was not in good shape to undergo a task of very small proportions to my usual performing. Then, was I meant to fail in that circumstance? By keeping a good faith, my desperation suddenly felt after the reception of the failure, I started to be surrounded by a purifying aura of luck and bless because I could not reach a stupid thing in life; and the most interesting thing about that, is that I would have rejected this ‘aura’ appearing very easily, a kind of spitting in the floor. So, the stream of natural promises taking shapes, in various supernatural and unexpected ways, among the various things I could come across with my sight and senses in general. Thereby, another sort of nightmare which was caused by my bodily induced desperation, so nothing to complain about external factors in the end. What still remains not-nitid, scrolling a little back among memories, is my behavior in front of the logically predictable difficulties of the crowd behind the entrance. Why was I not determined enough to try out some riskier attempts to force the guards to let me in? Again, I was not in good shape to allow me that risk, and so I preferred unconsciously to give up or rather accept the probability of not making it that night, this unconsciously. So, what is to blame? My unconscious and its inner organization scheme. In fact, something inside me was putting a brake on the most important decision to make in that stupid moment. And so, I was blocked by myself, by, say, my poor health and by a sense of no-return which was guaranteed by all the activities performed so far, plus regime X related scores. I really wish I could have never made that tactic.